| you should read this it is my testimony i grew in a home that was not very caring. when i was sox my dad molested and i told my mom and she did not believe me. her and my dad ended up getting a divore. so my dad commited sucide. it was hard for me to see my dad do something like that. then my mom got really bad on drugs and alchol. she would sleep with me to get more drugs and more to drink. my brothers and sisters were just the same way as she was. my family became very abusive towards me. they would beat me and drag me around the house by my hair and they never told me they loved all they did was tell me they hated me. all i wanted was someone to love me but all i wanted was hate. then i met this girl named tiffany and she talked to me about bing a christian and so i asked jesus into my heart. after that i was never the same. i started to go to church and my family did not want me to go. so my mom called the cops on me. so they took me to the presbertian home. while i was there this guy came in my room and he raped me i begged him to quit but he would not. so now i live with my grandmaw and she is awesome.i found out on march 16th i have huntings disease and it is a brian disease. eventually i will get bad enough that i will not be able to walk, feed my self dressed. it is heredity and i got it from my dads side orf the family. they dont have a cure for it. my whole life was filled with being hurt andbeing beat and being moleted and being raped and being beat. but god turned it around for the good i could have been the same way the rest of my family was but i chose to be different and so can you. and no matter how far you run from god or ow bad you mess up god is still therre waiting for you with his arms wide open. despite what you have been through. all the pain and the hurt that you have been through. your future is going to be greater than the past. if you will let it. all things are possible. there is a story in the bible that tlks about the women with the issue of blodd and she was an outcast and no one else care about her and because she had the issue of blood no one cared about her. she cried out for help in this world and everyine owuld pass her by. and she heard that jesus was coming to town. and she fought throug the crowd and touched the cloak and when she did she was healed. she was so deperate and so tired of hurting and so tired of living a false life that she fought through the crowd to get to jesus. so what are you holding onto. is it a realationship, is beer, sex, drugs, cussing, pride, lies, well are you scared that that the people who have seen you mess up and do the same thing that you that they did. are you desperate enough to do what it takes. the reason i tol you all of this is because if god can use you he can use you too. |
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